WOW...That was deep ..I thank you so much . Fear was never a big thing for me , I have never had any fear of death , Its something that comes to us all . My time in the corp i did what i was told for GOD and COUNTRY and now all these years later is when i get MY pay back . Everynight i lay my head down the dreams haunt me till there is no sleep . So now i fight and yes i FIGHT with no tears ..